The alchemists of sixteenth century Europe believed in transformation -
not only of base metals into gold, but of the arcane transmutation of
the human soul from its vaporous and enmired state into the burning
crystalline light of self-awareness and full consciousness. It involved
detailed study of mystical texts and depended upon the discovery and
harnessing of hidden energies and forces, both within the human
organism and outside, particularly the harmonious alignment of
planetary and earth energies with those of the liberated psyche.
There are other pathways to transcendence and our literature abounds
with schemes, ideas and methods: Tantra, Zen, Buddhism, Sex-Magick,
Yoga, Meditation, Asceticism, Shamanism-both "right-handed" and
"left-handed" pathways. It seems to me that the present work delves
closer to the latter direction, with its conjuring of demonic forces,
the pain and sadism inflicted upon its "idiot-savant" protagonist, the
idea of revelation through suffering that is at the core of the novel
and, seemingly, of the author's own life. Another writer in this
tradition, (and one with a special interest in alchemy), the nineteenth
century French poet Arthur Rimbaud, spoke of the poet becoming a "seer"
through a systematic derangement of the senses. The idea was to induce
extreme mental states by whatever means were available, or necessary:
hallucinatory drugs, "unnatural" sexual practices, self-mutilation and
self-abuse, intense emotional pain all aspects of the perverse - and to
live through them, burning off the detritus of existence, (Euchrid,
trapped in the swamp, is doused with gasoline and set alight at the end
of the book), so that only the "essence" of the experience remains: All
the poisons of the physical and material plane evaporate leaving behind
visionary knowledge - the "philosopher's stone" of occult tradition.
For this to occur, the writer must first plunge himself into the slime
and shit of existence, must explore fully, and in all aspects, his
desires and perversities, live out his most twisted fantasies, before
the holy light of redemption can (perhaps!) shine down upon him and
give meaning to the seemingly random acts of violation and provocation
that litter his days. It is a "dark romantic" tradition that goes back
to the Faust myth and includes later Decadents and explorers of the
perverse such as De Sade, Baudelaire, Huysmans, and Genet, and crosses
the Atlantic in the writings of Edgar Allan Poe and Herman Melville.
Twentieth century "American Gothic" writers such as Nathanial West,
William Faulkner, and Flannery O'Connor are also, to some extent,
inheritors of this tradition and it is the works of these latter two
writers, with their strong geographical settings and their use of
vernacular speech rhythms that "And The Ass Saw The Angel" can most
fruitfully be compared to.
But there is also a tradition of American Blues, Gospel, and Rock and
Roll music at work in "And The Ass Saw The Angel": The legendary Delta
Blues singer and guitarist Robert Johnson reputedly sold his soul to
the Devil, and was poisoned to death by a jealous lover while still a
young man in the American South of the Great Depression; Elvis Aaron
Presley was, like Euchrid, the second of twins whose elder brother was
born dead from his mother's womb (see also Nick Cave's second solo L.P.
"The First Born Is Dead"); and it is through music that I initially
came into contact with Nick during The Birthday Party's first American
tour in the winter of 1981.
The Birthday Party were an incredible live band and it was apparent
right away that Nick was a performer of shamanistic intensity, capable
of inducing a trance-like state in his audience with exhibitions of
high drama, which were at the same time somehow imbued with a sense of
irony, detachment and "gallows humour". We met later, in the house of a
mutual friend, the Australian theatre director Lindzee Smith, on the
Lower East Side of New York City, where I was living at the time. There
was no great "meeting of minds" or sense of instant friendship - we
were, in truth, both there to buy drugs and quickly went our separate
ways after the purchases had been made - typical addicts in the frozen
and ravaged streets of a New York winter, scurrying away like rats down
an alley, trying not to get "mugged", back to our seedy hotel rooms and
basement flats where we could partake of our illicit pleasures in
solitude and isolation - the way we liked it best.
We ran into each other several times in similar situations over the
next few years, the way addicts do. Then, around 1987-1988, Nick became
a regular visitor to the "squat" I was living in, in Camden Town,
London, (about half a kilometre away, incidentally, from the house
where Rimbaud and Verlaine stayed during their ill-fated sojourn to
London in 1870-1871). Again, drugs were the big attraction, it
was a crazy house and all kinds of characters were in and out of there,
day and night, but we got to know each other better. Nick was living in
Berlin at the time, and would turn up on our doorstep in his black suit
and "winkle-picker" boots, carrying a battered black briefcase in which
were secreted early draft versions of "And The Ass Saw The Angel". (The
expression "early draft versions" makes it sound terribly organised. It
was really a mess, with scattered bits of paper, often torn and
splattered with blood, written upon in an illegible scrawl with
sections crossed out and others inserted. Some of it was written on
napkins and beer mats, and though what fragments of it I could decipher
were obviously brilliant writing, I couldn't make any sense of it at
all - it seemed totally out of control and if Nick had an overall plan
for it in his head, he certainly wasn't letting on).
Over the next few months, this strange beast of a book seemed to take
over Nick's life. I didn't meet him in Berlin, but from what he told me
I imagine him sitting all night long in some cramped cold-water flat,
kept awake for days at a time by the strong Berlin speed, with only
whisky, a bible and maybe a thesaurus for company (!), while he
wrestled with this beast. Towards the end of this period I was worried
for him - he really seemed to be losing it at times. His plan was to
finish the writing and then check into a clinic to get his life into
some sort of order, but events took over when some idiot journalist
plastered an "expose" of Nick and his "secret life" all over the
British music press in an extremely sensationalist way. Nick took out
his fury on this journalist in a very direct manner, and when I saw
him, maybe the next day, he was seriously worried about what was
happening and what would happen with his own future in music. No matter
what the provocation, it's not the done thing to beat up music
journalists, and the following week this writer published the whole
sorry story in the national music press, portraying Nick as basically
washed-up and burned-out, a man who had taken the extreme lifestyle too
far and had descended into self-parody and bathos. It read like an
obituary.
My own life, too, had hit an all-time low. After years of self-abuse, I
felt empty and scared, unable to see a way out of this particular box
that I had built for myself. No words can describe the sense of utter
futility, the stench of physical and spiritual decay, the despair and
disgust at having to wake up each day and go through ALL THAT again,
that is the lot of the long-time addict. The train had hit the buffers
at the end of the line, and it was time for a big change. When my
ex-wife offered me a room in her house, if I was really serious about
stopping this time, I seized the rope with both hands and slowly began
the excruciating process of hauling myself out of the stinking mire.
Since then, (God and the Devil willing), I have managed to stay
"clean", but you can never really be sure - there are many traps
and snares in life and it's not always possible to see where you
are on a darkened road. But things are good for now and that is enough
- indeed, after everything, it is some kind of minor miracle.
I started this short piece by talking about alchemy and transformation.
How is it possible for a novel such as this, a work that could
conceivably be described by the word "genius", to be born out of such
conditions? Where did Nick get the language from? At times it is as if
we are reading the words of some half-mad preacher of the Bible Belt,
someone who is "speaking in tongues" - his control and use of language
is extraordinary and original: Nouns used as adjectives, adjectives as
verbs, a facility and ease with language that recalls the great writers
of the Elizabethan age when the English language was supple and open
and had not ossified into the devalued currency polluted with the
abstractions of sociology and "political correctness" that we know
today.
Yet this is an Australian writer using English with the speech rhythms
of the American Deep South (apparently, in some isolated areas of
states such as Kentucky and Arkansas, "Hollows" as they are known,
dialects are still used that recall, in their syntax and vocabulary,
the Elizabethan English brought across the Atlantic by the first
settlers). Again, the story itself, while filled with dark images of
pain and suffering, has an almost Christian sense of compassion for its
twisted and brutalised protagonist, Euchrid, who recalls one of those
in-bred freaks of nature seen in western carnivals and medicine shows.
I remember Nick telling me that he read a lot of Samuel Beckett when he
was younger, and there is a similar sense of fellow-feeling for the
lost and wretched in the face of the Absurd in this book as you get in
many of Beckett's works (something of the same black, very black, sense
of humour, also).
So, that is all I have to say; I hope it sheds a little light on what
is a very special and magical novel. Like all great works of art, where
it came from is a mystery - it seems to transcend its author's life and
take on an existence of its own, while at the same time still sharing
many of the lyrical concerns of Nick's recorded output with the
Birthday Party and the Bad Seeds. I think it is one of the strangest
and most compelling books I have ever read, and I'm still in some kind
of awe that the chaos of words finally emerged from the briefcase and
metamorphosed into a work of such beauty and power.